COME
Today's reading:  Revelation 22

 "...Amen. Come, Lord Jesus!.." Revelation 22:20 NLT

Lord,

Come, Lord Jesus into my heart.  Push out all the things crowding You in there.  Remove the issues keeping me from being wholly Yours.  Clean out the closets and set things to order.

Come, Lord Jesus into my plans.  Keep my priorities firmly focused on You.  Use Your hedges to keep me from time-wasters.  Nudge me gently into the projects, ministries and lives You need me to do a work for You in.

Come, Lord Jesus into my home.  Make me a new Mom this year.  Give Dale a new, and improved wife.  Convict me to open our home, a gift from You, to more friends.  Give me strength to follow through on the convictions You place on my heart for my family. 

Come, Lord Jesus into my church.  Move me to arrive prepared for Your Spirit to fall.  Prepare me ahead of time for Your anointing.  Mold me into the kind of church member You want me to be.  Fill me with a new yearning for Your kingdom to enlarge.

Come, Lord Jesus with me into 2013.  Come with me, no--allow me to follow You into this New Year with anticipation and hope.  Point me in the direction of service.  Give me a renewed desire for things of You.

-Malinda   

TAKE HEART
Today's reading:  Acts 27-28

"So take courage!  For I believe God.  It will be just as he said."  Acts 27:25 NLT

I don't know about you, but I needed this encouraging reminder.

I needed the nudge for my prayer life.

I needed the boost in my beliefs.

I needed the shove for my convictions.

I needed the hand-up for my attempts at the Christian walk.

Because it's tough.  It's hard.  It's lonely sometimes, if you're looking for human company.  It's a daunting task.  It goes against every natural inclination in your being.

So to know Paul chose, thousands of years ago, to pen these words to boost my spirits, I will continue on.

Won't you?

OUR TRIP TO THE STABLE

I believe I let you in on a little secret about our Christmas Bible reading this year--that we were doing it in the barn.

Some of you have asked about, so I thought I'd share...

We bundled up head to toe.  The temperatures were dropping as the Blizzard of 2012 was encroaching on our little town.  We donned warm socks, coveralls, hats, gloves and scarves.  It took us a good 15 minutes to gather and get into all the winter clothes. 

And I thought:  if only every time I went about getting into the Word I would so prepare.

We trudged through the dark to the horse barn.  Careful footing.  Uneven ground.  I was wearing Dale's hunting boots and they were not my size.  We used flashlights.  We walked single file.  The ground was frozen and unforgiving to ankles.  The wind was beginning to howl and the cold touched all areas exposed.  

And I thought:  Mary and Joseph's journey was not one of comfort and convenience.  Their visit to the stable was under less than ideal circumstances.  Jesus' delivery lacked modern conveniences that I so easily take for granted. 

We found a spot in the barn where the hay was deep and clean.  We fumbled with our gloved-hands until we found Luke 2.  We each read a portion of the Nativity by the light of our 'candles'.  The three of us stood quietly for a few minutes and listened to the night sounds.

And I thought:  I don't believe I've ever been so deeply impacted by the account of Christmas as I was in that stable.  The goats were pushing up against us, hoping we'd brought them snacks.  The barn cat curled up on the hay beside us and watched as we stood in the dark barn.  The chickens we could hear in the background.  Was it a glimpse into that night?  Where those the sounds and sights the Christ Child first laid eyes on?  Did Mary and Joseph look into His eyes by lamplight for the first time and become transformed?

The Christmas story won't be the same for me anymore.      

READY
Today's reading:  Revelation 18-22

"Blessed are those who wash their robes so they can enter through the gates of the city and eat the fruit from the tree of life."  Revelation 22:14 NLT

My robe is washed.

It has been since I was a little girl kneeling at a wooden altar at a little country church.

I'm ready.

I'm forgiven.

I'm anticipating all He has awaiting me.

I'm ready when He is--but busy about His work for me until He comes.

STANDING OUT
Today's reading:  Song of Solomon 7-8

"...Love flashes like fire, the brightest kind of flame..."  Song of Solomon 8:6 NLT

Love, Christian brothers and sisters, is our distinguishing mark in this dark world.

Love should cover our transactions in the marketplace.

Love should offer grace among our homes and relatives.

Love should exude warmth to strangers crossing our paths.

Love should bring light, a special and genuine light, to the hearts of others.

If our lives are not overflowing with love...then there is no difference between us and the unsaved world.

BLIZZARD UPDATE
Today's reading:  Psalm 149-150

"Let everything that lives sing praises to the Lord!  Praise the Lord!"  Psalm 150:6 NLT

Everyone is fine here.

The snow is piling up.

The wind howls and the drifts move like dunes of sand.

The animals are tucked snugly in their homes with extra straw and feed.

The wild birds will have some seed scattered out to them--once the winds die down and the snow stops.

We have milk and we have bread.  We have hot cocoa packets and we have the fixings for homemade pizza.  We will be just fine during this blizzard of 2012.

Everything still points to the fact that we owe praises to God!

Definition of a blizzard: 1: a long severe snowstorm , 2:an intensely strong cold wind filled with fine snow or 3: an overwhelming rush or deluge

If you're snowed in like we are, let's honor God in a blizzard of praise!  Cover Him up.  Overwhelm Him.  Praise Him with all we've got!

HE IS HERE
Today's reading:  Luke 2

He is here.  Hallelujah!

He is here.  Amen!

Our Christmas story reading here on Edgell Acres is going to be a little different this Christmas.  We're taking God's Word out to the barn and reading the Nativity account out there.  Among the hay, the goats, the chickens and the smells.

It's not the first time the Word has been to the barn.

It's not the first time Christ has gone somewhere beneath His kingly status.
 
One might call it sacrilegious.  One might call it crazy.

Call it what you may, it's all how it started!

Merry Christmas.

HE MAKES ME
Today's reading:  Deuteronomy 32-34

"How blessed you are, O Israel!  Who else is like you, a people saved by the Lord?  He is your protecting shield and your triumphant sword!  Your enemies will bow low before you, an you will trample on their backs!"  Deuteronomy33:29 NLT

He makes me safe.

He makes me blessed.

He makes me victorious.

He makes me set apart.  Special.  Unlike anyone else.  A part of something wonderful, lovely and eternal.

He makes me all I am--and all I could ever hope to be.

This Christ Child makes me into the spectacular creation He has purposed me to be.

ROCKS IN MY PATH
Today's reading:  Jude

"And now all glory to God, who is able to keep you from stumbling, and who will bring you into his glorious presence innocent of sin and with great joy."  Jude verse 24 NLT

He is able to keep me from stumbling.

The problem is, I don't ask Him to.

I don't seek His guidance.  I don't wait for His direction.  I don't make an effort to request His assistance.

The glory still goes to Him.  And the pity goes to me.

I'm choosing not to use a valuable resource available to me.  I'm living a life less that worthy of His child, all because I choose to ask for His help.

He is good, and I'm a very, very slow learner.

 

HE WORKS IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS
Today's reading:  Acts 25-26

"But the accusations made against him weren't at all what I expected.  It was something about their religion and about someone called Jesus who died, but whom Paul insists is alive."  Acts 25:18-19 NLT

God's ways aren't always what we think they should be.

They don't look like what we think they should.  The most unlikely of people.  The seemingly hardest of hearts.  The gruffest of men.  The snidest of women.  The littlest ones among us.  The youth at a church's lock-in.

They don't come when we think they should.  On Sundays.  When we say 'amen'.  When the pastor anoints and the prayer warriors unite.

They don't always sound like angelic choirs and swooshes of angel wings.  They sometimes sound like constructive criticism.  Convicting words.  Counsel we've not asked for.  Contemporary music.  Acapella hymns.  A preacher's words. 

They don't always feel like we think they should feel.  They hurt.  They chafe.  They open old wounds.  They busy us with someone else's worries.

Are you seeing Him at work in mysterious ways? 

 

HE REIGNS
Today's reading:  Revelation 12-17

"Then the beast was allowed to speak great blasphemies against God.  And he was given to do what he wanted for forty-two months."  Revelation 13:5 NLT

The darkness that has fallen over the past week is hard to understand.

When evil seems to have the upper-hand we scratch our heads.

When things happen that are as far from what we believe His plan is as could be, we wonder.

But may we never forget, if evil is rampant, it is ONLY because God is allowing it a season. 

God is in control, that never changes. 

HE IS WITH US
Today's reading:  Song of Solomon 5-6

"...Come back, come back, that we may see you again."  Song of Solomon 6:13 NLT

We ask, especially this time of the year, that the Christ Child come back and dwell in our midst.

To infuse our home with His presence.

To ignite our churches with His fire.

To spur our hearts and minds on to godly works.

To turn us from sin and draw us closer to Him.

What we are failing to remember is that He is always with us.

Emanuel, God is with us.  Unchanging. 

If you're not experiencing Him, not sensing His presence, not awed by His power and works--it's not His fault.

He is with us, are we with Him in spirit and in truth?

HE IS
Today's reading:  Psalm 146-148

"He is the one who made heaven and earth, the sea and everything in them.  He is the one who keeps his promises forever, who gives justice to the oppressed and food to the hungry."  Psalm 146:6-7 NLT

He's not just a Baby lying in the feed trough of a barn.

He's not just a small child mimicking the hammering and nailing of his Daddy.

He's not just a young man being ushered into manhood through the Jewish customs and celebrations.

He's not just a preacher. 

Not just a teacher. 

Not just a good man. 

Not just an urban tale. 

Not just a prophet. 

He is the One.

We know how God would act if he were in our place - he has been in our place.  -A. W. Tozer

 

WISH LISTS
Today's reading:  Esther 1-5

"...She asked for nothing except what he suggested, and she was admired by everyone who saw her."  Esther 2:15 NLT

The verse refers to Esther and the advice she sought from Hegai before her turn to go before King Xerxes.  She had one opportunity to stun him, so she took notes, studied and pushed aside her own preferences for what the king would like.

Oh, that I would do that.

That my 'wish list' this season, and all seasons, would ONLY include what my Father recommends for me, what will make me more like Him and what He would deem worthy His daughter.

As it is my requests of God solicit Him on behalf of my own comforts and conveniences.  I suggest to Him my time frame.  I tell Him what it is I am wanting to see in my life.  I seek ease instead of growth.

But to ask God for His 'wish list' for me?  It's scary.  It's anxiety-provoking.  It's, well, it's exciting when you think about it...asking the One who made me wonderfully complex to make me into everything He has planned.

Step back world, I'm going to be someone new! 

JUST ENOUGH
Today's reading:  Deuteronomy 29-31

"There are secret things that belong to the Lord our God, but the revealed things belong to us and our descendants forever, so that we may obey these words of the law."  Deuteronomy 29:29 NLT

Don't understand everything there is to know about God?

Join the club!

There are the 'why' questions about His plans.  There are the 'when' questions about Himself.  There are the 'what in the world' questions we have about what it is He may be asking us to do.

But we know just enough.

Just enough about His love for us.

Just enough about His sending His Only Son as a sacrifice for our sins.

Just enough about His power.

Just enough about His grace.

Just enough about His mercy.

Just enough about His character to trust Him with the unknowns of His great plan!

I JUST CAN'T UNDERSTAND
Today's reading:  3 John

"May God's peace be with you..."  3 John 15 NLT

There are Sunday School teachers in Connecticut this morning who will have children missing from their classrooms.

There are pastors who are attempting to counsel parents dealing with a grief no one should have to face.

There are churches in the town of Newtown doing their best to stand firm in their belief in God during this very dark time.

There may be Christmas programs missing some angels, shepherds and stars this season.

There are parents struggling with sleeplessness this morning after another night of consoling little ones dealing with nightmares.

There are law enforcement officials wishing they could scrub their minds of all they have seen since Friday morning's 9-1-1 call.

God's peace to them.  To them all.   

WHAT DO YOU FOLLOW
Today's reading:  Acts 23-24

"But I admit that I follow the Way, which they call a sect.  I worship the God of our ancestors..."  Acts 24:14 NLT

If you were on trial for your faith--would you admit what Paul did?

If you were called before a jury of your peers--could you defend your position as a Christian?

If you were accused of being a God-fearing person--might anyone stand up as your witness?

What do you follow?  Who do you claim as King? 

DO MY PART
Today's reading:  Revelation 7-11

I cannot end world hunger.

I cannot rescue each and every hurting heart.

I cannot provide hope to the hopeless.

I've not enough tissue to dry every eye.

I've no enough words to comfort and encourage.

But I can do my very best, in every way conceivable, as many times as are possible share with them the name of the One who can...Jesus.

"They will never again be hungry or thirsty, and they will be fully protected from the scorching noontime heat.  For the Lamb who stands in front of the throne will be their Shepherd.  He will lead them to the springs of life-giving water.  And God will wipe away all their tears."  Revelation 7:16-17 NLT

He is what I've decided to give this Christmas.   

MY LIPS
Today's reading:  Song of Solomon 3-4

"Your lips, my bride, are as sweet as honey..."  Song of Solomon 4:11 NLT

My favorite lipstick comes from Avon.

I adore the 3-step lip care system by Mary Kay.

I'm never without my Chapstick--I am a girl of the 70's, after all.  I have owned at least one of every possible flavor they've manufactured.

But my lips, well as much care as I take of them cosmetically, are a let down.

They deceive me.  They embarrass me.  They do not guard my mouth in the way I hope they would.  They are, at times, against me and my desire to speak only what is edifying, godly and kind!

I'd love for God to say about my lips the same things King Solomon spoke to his princess...but it'll take a lot more work on His part and on mine before that can happen.

NEW DEFINITION
Today's reading:  Psalm 143-145

If you've been with me any length of time, you know I am a bit of a 'word sleuth'.  I truly enjoy looking up definitions of unknown and common words and applying them to my life and mind in a new way.

Today's word is 'meditate'.  As in...

"I will meditate on your majestic, glorious splendor and your wonderful miracles."  Psalm 145:5 NLT

The thesaurus I refer to lists several synonyms (similar meaning words) under the word 'meditate'.

Contemplate.  Consider.  Dwell upon.  Reflect.  Fixate.

But my favorite synonym for the word 'meditate'?  Absorb.

How would my day, my outreach, my ministry and my witness be different if I were to actually 'absorb' the glorious splendor of God and His miracles?

Not just to give them a passing thought.  Not just to think about them on Sunday when the pastor brings them to mind.  Not just to consider them when I'm needing one of my own...but to be so absorbed in His power, splendor and abilities that I don't hesitate to do what He's asking, that I don't doubt His plan, that I don't question His abilities--whatsoever!

Absorbing the character of God would upend my life in amazing ways, it would touch the lives of everyone I come in contact with and it would please my Father.

Meditate on that, won't you?

CHOOSING
Today's reading:  Nehemiah 10-13

"The rest of the people-the priests, the Levites, gatekeepers, singers, Temple servants and all who had separated themselves from the pagan people of the land in order to serve God, and who were old enough to understand-now all heartily bound themselves with an oath.  They vowed to accept the curse of God if they failed to obey the law of God as issued by his servant Moses.  They solemnly promised to carefully follow all the commands, laws and regulations of the Lord their God."  Nehemiah 10:28-28 NLT

A choice to separate ourselves from the darkness of the world.

A choice to accept God's discipline when we sin.

Have you made such choices?

I'll be honest, it's a scary oath to take.  It's a separation from things that are sometimes comfortable, inviting and familiar.  It's asking to be held accountable.

If I'm blending into the world, then I'm not shining for Jesus--it won't work both ways.

If I'm leading a life of ups-and downs--I've not anchored myself to Christ.

If it's easy, comes naturally or draws people because of how I'm going about all of it or how well I look as I live it--it's probably not genuine. 

If the world doesn't see me as a little different, unusual or standing out in the crowd--I've not made the right choices! 

DAYS OF THANKS
Today's reading: Deuteronomy 26-28

"...go and celebrate because of all the good things the Lord your God has given to you and your household."  Deuteronomy 26:11 NLT

You are enough like me to make me feel comfortable making this assumption...

It's been a little over two weeks since Thanksgiving.  The browns, oranges and yellows of our autumn celebration have made way for the greens and reds of Christmas.

The Thanksgiving dishes have been put away and the special settings with holly and berries take their place.

The cornucopia replaced by the tannebaum.

The pilgrims and Indians replaced by the Nativity.

And, the thoughts of thankfulness pushed aside like pumpkin pie for an unfurled wish list to hand the red-suited fellow.

You said you weren't going to allow thankfulness to be segregated to merely a month on the calendar.  You vowed your family and friends would know how thankful you were for them more than one season a year.  You promised God that He would hear 'thanks' from your lips more often.

But you, and I, have slipped back into our old ways.  We're asking more than we're thanking.  We're requesting more than we're appreciating.  Our indebtedness exchanged for feelings of how very much is owed us.

Deuteronomy reminds me of how very much I have to be thankful to our Heavenly Father for...what does it do for you?     

HOW CLOSELY ARE WE WALKING?
Today's reading:  2 John

"For if you wander beyond the teachings of Christ, you will not have fellowship with God.  But if you continue in the teachings of Christ, you will have fellowship with both the Father and the Son."  2 John 9 NLT

Are you reading more commentaries than Scripture?

Are you delving more deeply into books about the Good Book, than into the Good Book itself?

Are you quoting more from a favorite author than from the Author of all?

There are some great Christian books on the shelves--but His Word must remain the most important on our personal reading list!

Do not give fair names to foul sins. Call them what you will, they will smell no sweeter.
                                                                         -C. H Spurgeon

COULD I BE FOUND
Today's reading:  Acts 21-22

"We went ashore, found the local believers and stayed with them a week..."  Acts 21:4 NLT

Could I be found if someone were looking for a believer?

Would I be spotted at the lumberyard where I work?

In the line at my favorite grocery store?

As I waited at the Customer Service counter of the area's department store?

On my pew, in my church?

 

ON MY SIDE
Today's reading:  Revelation 1-6

"When I saw him, I fell at his feet as dead.  But he laid his right hand on me and said, Don't be afraid!  I am the First and the Last.  I am the living one who died.  Look, I am alive forever and ever!  And I hold the keys to death and the grave."  Revelation 1: 17 NLT

He is comforting me.  He is reminding me.  He is assuring me.  He is urging me to live and go on with His power at my disposal in regards to His works.

He is the One who lives.

He is the One who has redeemed me.

He is the One who loves me with an everlasting love.

Blessed assurance, this Jesus is mine!

FRAGRANCES
Today's reading:  Song of Solomon 1-2

"The king is lying on his couch, enchanted by the fragrance of my perfume."  Song of Solomon 1:12 NLT

Ever wished they made a Bible of the 'scratch and sniff' variety?

--We could experience the smell of the Tabernacle as the incense was burned.
--We could smell the acridity of the sacrifices being offered by fire.
--We could catch a whiff of the musky aroma King Solomon smelled on the Shulammite girl.
--We could smell the sea and smoke in the air as we stood on Mt. Carmel with Elijah.
--We could smell the fishy aroma as James, John & Zebedee unloaded the day's catch.
--We could sniff the frankincense and myrrh offered to the Christ Child by the Wisemen.
--We could inhale the fragrance of the contents of Mary's alabaster box.
--We could place ourselves, by scent, in the prison where Paul and Silas prayed and sang.
--We could deeply inhale the spicy aromas of the marketplaces of Jesus' time.

But what about the pleasing fragrance mentioned in 2 Corinthians?  The one His children are supposed to be emitting to a stinky world filled with sin?

"Through us, he brings knowledge of Christ. Everywhere we go, people breathe in the exquisite fragrance. Because of Christ, we give off a sweet scent rising to God, which is recognized by those on the way of salvation—an aroma redolent with life."  2 Corinthians 2:15 MSG

Would the 'scratch and sniff' offered on that page of the Bible smell anything like you?  Would it resemble the scent you're known for?  Would it match the fragrance you're leaving where ever you go?  

Check your scent today...it's part of the testimony you're giving when you say nothing at all!

CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM
Today's reading:  Psalm 140-142

"Let the godly strike me!  It will be a kindness!  If they reprove me, it is soothing medicine.  Don't let me refuse it.  But I am in constant prayer against the wicked and their deeds."  Psalm 141:5 NLT

Gulp.

I'm imperfect and I know it.  A whole lot of you know it, too.

Believe me when I say I want to do what's right--in all ways, all the time, so I'll take David's words as my own...

Christian brothers and sisters, let me know when I'm sinning.

Do it, please, but do it in love.

Call me to order.  Set me straight.  Point out the errors in my walk and my talk.  Tell me when my attitude needs an adjustment.  Point to my prayer chair and put me in 'time out' on occasion.

Don't leave me, brothers and sisters in Christ, to my own ways.

Help me--and I'll help you!  

SPEAKING UP
Today's reading:  Nehemiah 5-9

"My reply was, You know you are lying.  There is no truth in any part of your story.  They were just trying to intimidate us, imagining they would break our resolve and stop the work.  So I prayed for strength to continue the work."  Nehemiah 6:8-9 NLT

Our enemy is a sneaky one.  He whispers lies as fluently as I speak Southern Illinois English. 

At one moment he tells us to give up, give in and throw in the towel on this Christian walk thing.  He reminds us of each and every mistake we've made.  He keeps an ongoing tally of our slip-ups.  He is ever so quick to delude our minds with doubts and fears.

In the next breath he applauds our sinful attempts.  He tries to gloss over what we know in our hearts to be wrong.  He attempts to pile decorative frosting on some rather bitter tasting choices we've made.  He urges us to place blame when responsibility is solely ours.

What should we do with a 'friend' like that?

Tell him the truth!  Speak up!  Call him out!  Pray!

Or just sit there continuing to believe his lies, buying into his schemes and falling for his tricks.  He's content with you doing just that--are you?   

READY TO FIGHT
Today's reading:  Deuteronomy 23-25

My Dad has retired from working at our local power plant.

Knowing him, however, did not help or give us any perks a few years ago when a storm came through the area and we found ourselves with no power for a few days.

He did all he could on his end, making sure the turbines were working, the coal was unloaded and the power generating machines were up and going.

The problem is, there was a disruption, a blockage, a disconnection in the lines from the power plant where Dad worked and our house.

I think that's what the verse I've found today is talking about...

"When you go to war against your enemies, stay away from everything impure."  Deuteronomy 23:9 NLT 

God wants us to stand firm against satan.  He wants us to access every ounce of His strength and power when we fight against him.  He wants us to believe with all we have that we are more than conquerors when we side with Him...but He also wants us to make doubly sure there are no lines of communication down between Him and us.

No sins unrepented.  No attitudes left unchecked.  No unforgiveness towards a Christian brother or sister bogging us down.

So, this early Monday morning I ask you:  Are you prepared, heart and soul, to fight your enemy today?

WINNING TEAM
Today's reading:  1 John 4-5

I'm jumping up and down with joy!

I'm lifting my hands and pumping my fists in victory!

I'm thrilled.  I'm ecstatic.  I'm above and beyond excited!

Why?

Because I'm on the winning team--and you are too, if you are a child of the Living God...

"And the ones who win this battle against the world are the ones who believe that Jesus is the Son of God."  1 John 5:5 NLT 

MIRACLES
Today's reading:  Acts 19-20

"God gave Paul the power to do unusual miracles."  Acts 19:11 NLT

Paul's not the only one God endowed with this special ability--all of us, as God's children, have acquired the same power through Jesus Christ.

Think not?  Allow me to disprove you by way of the examples in my own life...

He's given me the power to hear Him speak through the Scriptures, then pass what I hear on to you.  The simple facts that He'd speak to me, that I'd slow down and choose to listen and that I, having stumbled my way through English and Literature classes in high school, would be a 'writer', is a miracle!

He's give me opportunity to speak to church groups about this ministry He's allowed me.  Granted I am a talker, but before crowds of saints, learned people and complete strangers.  That's a miracle!

He's chosen me to minister at times with my cooking.  I am not a chef, by any stretch of the imagination, but have taken a few meals to folks in need that have praised God for what they were given.  If God can use my cooking, it's a miracle!

He's helped me hold my tongue.  He's offered to help me on more occasions that I've taken Him up on His offer, but He's helped me none the less.  Controlling my tongue is an unusual miracle I have experienced personally.

God's given us the power to do some unusual miracles--are you noticing them? 

CONFESSION
Today's reading:  Malachi

"The priests lips should guard knowledge, and people should go to them for instruction, for the priests are the messengers of the Lord Almighty.  But not you!..."  Malachi 2:7-8 NLT

Yes, Lord, I know just the conversation You are referring to.

This verse reminds me that I am one of Your priests.

I should have held my tongue.

I should have refused to comment.

I should have prayed before opening my big mouth.

But I made my remarks.  I offered my commentary.  I vented.  I voiced my opinion.  I spoke too soon--and said way too much.

You are right.  As usual, You are right.

Let's spend some time, just You and I, discussing it.  I'm going to be asking Your forgiveness--please don't tell me I've used up my chances!

STANDING BEFORE HIM
Today's reading:  Ecclesiastes 11-12

"God will judge us for everything we do, including every secret thing, whether good or bad."  Ecclesiastes 12:14 NLT

Does that scare the liver out of you?

Oh, I've always known I will one day stand before God and give an account, well let's be honest--I'll stand before Him and listen to His report on my life, because there would be several pages of things I'd choose to omit from the conversation.

But this isn't as much for me about what I've done or not done, it's about my attitude.

My attitude is that 'secret thing'.  That area I think I'm withholding from God, my Christian brothers and sisters and the world.  The part of me I hold back, cover up or mask.  The part of myself I 'deny' as I go about doing, or not doing, what I know I should or shouldn't. 

I'd like to think I hide it as well as I believe I do.  I'd like to think it's not a constant exercise in self-control.  I'd like to think it's a temptation of mine that's well under control.  I'd like to think it's not written all over my face in the form of a grimace, a smirk or a raised eyebrow of contempt.

I'd like to think all that--or I did until I read today's passage of Scripture and realized my attitude, too, needs to be covered by the blood of Christ. 



 

SOLID BACKING
Today's reading:  Psalm 137-139

We're approaching a fiscal cliff.  Personally I don't know what a 'fiscal cliff' is, but I've watched enough Westerns with Dale to know if you approach one too quickly, you can fall off it--and that's not good.  It can ruin a perfectly good stagecoach!

Our stock market is low and our unemployment is high.  My investment in the stock market is merely  a drop in the bucket, but I'm smart enough to know the job I have is dependent upon those whose buckets are full to overflowing with stock market liquidities.

Taxes upon taxes.  Taxes on cleaning supplies.  Taxes on gasoline.  Taxes on utilities--think not, look at your next phone bill, they're sometimes called tariff's.   

A budget in the red, which isn't good, by several trillion dollars...and if it takes someone coming on television to explain to me what a 'trillion' is, then it's a number too high for me to fathom!

And our government tells us to trust them?

I hesitate putting my trust in someone as untrusting and imperfect as another human being elected to office by something as hard to understand as an electoral college, or an organization comprised of such.

That being said, I'm awfully glad I've come upon this verse this morning...

"I bow before your holy Temple as I worship.  I will give thanks to your name for your unfailing love and faithfulness, because your promises are backed by all the honor of your name.  When I pray you will answer me; you encourage me by giving me the strength I need."  Psalm 138:2-3 NLT

Our economy is not affecting God.  Our current recession, depression or digression, does not cause His honor to be sullied.  The FDIC is not backing Him up on His promises--no one needs to!

So, fellow voter, in Whom are you placing your trust?

CHARRED STONES
Today's reading:  Nehemiah 1-4

"Sanballat was very angry when he learned they were rebuilding the wall ...he flew into a rage and mocked the Jews...What does this bunch of poor, feeble Jews think they are doing?..Look at those charred stones they are pulling out of the rubbish and using again!"  Nehemiah 4:1-2 NLT

Have a few 'Sanballats' in your life?

They busy themselves reminding you of who you once were.  They offer a play-by-play of how silly your faith is to them.  They whisper words of doubt into your ear.

They say, No way.

They cry out, No how.

They shout, Not possible!

They laugh at the pieces of hope you pull out of your crushed dreams, attempting to rebuild.

They are scoffing at God.

That's a very dangerous thing to do.  It's also going to end embarrassingly for them.

Keep doing what it is God's asked you to do.  He's got your back!

I CAN DO THIS
Today's reading: Deuteronomy 20-22

"...Do not be afraid as you go out to fight today! Do not lose heat or panic. For the Lord your God is going with you! He will fight for you as you go against your enemies, and he will give you victory!" Deuteronomy 20:3-4 NLT

I didn't think I even wanted to attempt today.

Getting out of bed was hard to do.

Satan began whispering his lies by the time I'd made it to the first routine of the day.

No one else is up yet, and still I'm already annoyed, flustered and disgusted.

Then I read that He will go with me. Me? Me!

I'm not doing this by myself. I'm not walking the path of today all alone. I'm not fighting my own battles.

I can do this...because God is going with me!

I CAN DO THIS
Today's reading:  Deuteronomy 20-22

"...Do not be afraid as you go out to fight today!  Do not lose heat or panic.  For the Lord your God is going with you!  He will fight for you as you go against your enemies, and he will give you victory!"  Deuteronomy 20:3-4 NLT

I didn't think I even wanted to attempt today.

Getting out of bed was hard to do.

Satan began whispering his lies by the time I'd made it to the first routine of the day.

No one else is up yet, and still I'm already annoyed, flustered and disgusted.

Then I read that He will go with me.  Me?  Me!

I'm not doing this by myself.  I'm not walking the path of today all alone.  I'm not fighting my own battles.

I can do this...because God is going with me!

SONSHINE
Today's reading:  1 John 1-3

"...God is light and there is no darkness in him at all."  1 John 1:5 NLT

No cloudiness.

No overcast skies.

No shadowy images.

No bleakness.

Nothing dim or blackened.

He is light.  If we're not blinded by His glorious radiance, we're not looking at Him in His fullness!

A NEW LANGUAGE
Today's reading:  Acts 17-18

"Then they took him to the Council of Philosophers.  Come and tell us more about this new religion , they said.  You are saying some rather startling things, and we want to know what it's all about."  Acts 17:19-20 NLT 

Are people intrigued by what you're saying?

Are you speaking joy into otherwise gloomy conversations?

Are you bringing hope into debates over hopeless matters?

Are you speaking truth in a world filled with relativisms and preferences?

Are you talking any differently than the lost and dying world you're called to win over?

HAPPY THANKSGIVING
Today's reading:  Ecclesiastes 9-10

I've looked in some books I have.  I've Google-d and I've Bing-ed.  I don't know where to look for the correct name for which credit is due, but I'll post how I'm feeling today....

God is so good.
God is so good.
God is so good.
He's so good to me!

My prayer is that you're feeling blessed to overflowing as well today, Happy Thanksgiving!

THE ROOT OF IT ALL
Today's reading:  Psalm 134-136

I could fill page after page, or screen after screen, of all the things I'm thankful for.

I could list my family, naming them by name and listing the exact things they each bring to my life.

I could list my health and type on and on about how well my systems are working--and those who aren't quite up to par, I just need look around to see someone worse off than I.

I could list my house, my conveniences, my friends, my church.

I could list my country, even in its worst days I wouldn't live anywhere else.

Or  I could just give you a verse that sums it all up.  One verse that is the root of all I am thankful for.  One snippet of Scripture that is going to be my theme this holiday season...

"I know the greatness of the Lord..."  Psalm 135:5 NLT

REMNANTS UNITE
Today's reading:  Ezra 6-10

"Now we are being punished because of our wickedness and our great guilt.  But we have actually been punished far less than we deserve, for you, our God, have allowed some of us to survive as a remnant."  Ezra 9:13 NLT

remnant-1a:  a usually small part, member, or trace remaining, b: a small surviving group —often used in plural 2:  an unsold or unused end of piece goods

 

I will tell you, after the last election, I feel like a remnant.  An unusually small part.  A very minute percentage.  A member of a small, seemingly uncounted group.

 

And I could moan and groan about it--or celebrate the fact God has allowed me, and the others I worship with to remain!

 

It means He's not done.  It leads me to believe He has a part for us to play in a role He's not yet allowed us to read the script for.  It means I'm not alone as a Christian, and neither are you.

 

So, fellow remnant, I believe it's time we unite.  It's a perfect time to re-gather and pray.  Pray harder than we did before.

 

God has left a remnant of us, for a reason! 

PROMISED LAND
Today's reading:  Deuteronomy 16-19

"You will soon arrive in the land the Lord your God is giving you, and you will conquer it and settle there.  Then you may begin to think, We ought to have a king like the other nations around us."  Deuteronomy 17:14 NLT

"When you arrive in the land the Lord your God is giving you, be very careful not to imitate the detestable customs of the nations living there."  Deuteronomy 18:9 NLT

"When you arrive in the land the Lord your God is giving you as a special possession, never steal someone's land by moving the boundary markers your ancestors set p to mark their property."  Deuteronomy 19:14 NLT

All right, Lord.  I see what it is You're trying to tell me.

I'm going to get it.  It's going to be mine.  Your promises can be depended on. What You have said will come to be, will come to be--in Your time.

I also see where I might as well be preparing to spend a little energy and effort in keeping what You've given to me! 

I've got to stop looking around once I 'get there'.  I've got to buckle down and watch my P's and Q's, not letting the world and it's ways infect my thoughts and actions.  I've got to learn contentedness, because what another gets won't look like mine, be the same size as mine or be used in the same way mine will be used--but it's all still from You!

 I've never thought about the Promised Land like this.  Great lesson for a Monday morning!

FAMILY PRIDE
Today's reading:  2 Peter

I am a member of a family bursting at the seams with family pride.  Any son, daughter, grandson or granddaughter of Harry or Ernie know just what I mean.

We know, by example and by being told, what's expected of us by way of manner, act or lifestyle in our family.

Do we always do what we've been told?  No, but we feel it in the pit of our stomachs when we don't.  We know around a corner or when we least expect it we'll be found out...despite the fact that both Grandpas have passed on.

I do my best to honor our family name by living a good and godly life.

Same's true in regards to the Christian family I am apart of.

I want to live honorably and bring glory to my Father!  I do not want to demean or belittle the name of Christ. 

"So, dear brothers and sisters, work hard to prove that you really are among those God has called and chosen.  Doing this, you will never stumble or fall away."  2 Peter 1:10 NLT

Christians are in themselves no wiser than are other men. What they have they have by grace. They must be 'all things to all men.' But it is not kindness to tell patients that need strong medicine that nothing serious is wrong with them. Christians are bound to tell men the truth about themselves; that is the only way of bringing them to recognize the mercy, the compassion, of Christ. For if men are told the truth about themselves, and if they are warned against the false remedies that establish men in their wickedness, then, by the power of the Spirit of God, they will flee to the Christ through whom alone they must be saved.                                                  -Cornelius Van Til

REVIEWING
Today's reading:  Acts 15-16

"After some time Paul said to Barnabas, Let's return to each city where we previously preached the word of the Lord, to see how the new believers are getting along."  Acts 15:36 NLT

Boy, oh boy, is my mind ever working overtime...

If Preacher Eddie were to grade my life on what he preached on last year, what grade would I make?  His message on forgiveness?  His message on reaching out?  His message on living like victorious believers?

If God were to evaluate my behavior today based on what He opened up to me last week or last month in His Word, how might I fair?  A few of His topics have been obedience, self-control and faith.

Hmmm, I have alot to think about this morning.

INSIDE AND OUT
Today's reading:  Zechariah 1-7

"For I, myself, will be a wall of fire around Jerusalem, says the Lord.  And I will be the glory inside the city."  Zechariah 2:5 NLT

Inside and out,that's what God intends for His people.

To have an appearance of godliness for the world to see and to have a heart of softness and pliability God can use.

To wear a smile that begins deep within the soul.

To serve with a desire that burns within.

To give from an overflowing spirit of thankfulness.

To love with a God-filled heart.

Are you living the Christian life inside and out?  Only you know the answer.  Only you know if your 'fruit' is matching what you claim!

REFRAINING
Today's reading:  Ecclesiastes 7-8

"Notice the way God does things, then fall into line.  Don't fight the ways of God, for who can straighten what he has made crooked?"  Ecclesiastes 7:13 NLT

I should be a size 2.

I should have biceps, quads, gluts and calves that could win top body-building competitions.

I should be as strong as an ox.

I should have zero body fat.

'Should' being the operative word.

I do spend alot of time pushing, tugging, pulling, attempting and struggling--but not with exercise equipment, it's usually with the Lord and His plans!

I've burned a ton of calories trying to get God to come around to my way of thinking...to use the schedule I've set up for Him to follow...to get Him to understand how totally correct my ideas are.

I have come to see His way as best, His timing as perfect and His plans to be much more suited to the success of me and His glory than my own.  And yet, I resort to my way of doing things. 

I truly believe in my head that I cannot change His mind on things, if only I could stop some of my reactions to what He chooses to send my way.  If only I could change the direction of my thinking to what would He do versus how I believe it should be done. 

I've got alot of work to do--am I the only one? 
  

TIME OUT
Today's reading:  Psalm 131-133

"But I have stilled and quieted myself, just as a small child is quiet with its mother.  Yes, like a small child is my soul within me."  Psalm 131:2 NLT

It's been a while, considering Isaiah is now as big as I am, but many a time did he crawl up on my lap and snuggle in to quiet himself.  Sometimes it was a noisy place that sent him scurrying to my side.  Sometimes it was a scraped knee or a boo-boo.   Sometimes, my favorite, it was just to kiss and hug his mommy because, 'I wuv you'.

He knew where to find peace.  He knew where he would be welcomed.  He knew where he could find rest and encouragement.

I understand what David is saying in today's verse.  I have had to place myself in 'time out' at Jesus' feet...for peace, for rest, for a time of discipline and for encouragement and just to tell Him how very much He means to me.

It's reassuring.  It's calming.  It's rejuvenating.  It's taking effort here lately to make the time!
 

CHURCH MEMBERS
Today's reading:  Ezra 1-5

"The construction of the Lord's temple began in midspring, during the second year after they had arrived in Jerusalem.  The work force was made up of everyone who had returned from exile..."  Ezra 3:8 NLT

I believe this verse sums up everything it means to be a church member.

The purpose of a church is to build up Christ's name in our hearts, in our homes and in our communities, worship God corporately and draw more into the fold.

Who does this verse tell us is eligible and expected to roll up their sleeves and put a little sweat equity into the process?  Everyone who had returned from exile.

Isn't that all of us in the church?

Been saved from a life of sin?  You are a returned exile.

Been drawn back after a while away from God?  You are a returned exile.

Been given the gift of salvation and the promise of a heavenly home?  You are a returned exile.

There's work to be done--are you doing your part?

There's the nursery.  There's meal duties.  Cleaning.  Working with the kids.  Ushering.  Greeting.  Seats to fill in Sunday School class.  Lock-ins to chaperone. 

If you're a part of a church, are you doing your part?

THROWING STONES
Today's reading:  Deuteronomy 13-15

"Stone the guilty ones to death because they have tried to draw you away from the Lord your God, who rescued you from the land of Egypt, the place of slavery."  Deuteronomy 13:10 NLT

I'm warming up my throwing arm.

I've got some rock throwing to do.

No one else is  responsible for 'doing away' with my enemy.  No one else.

JUST DO IT
Today's reading:  1 Peter 4-5

You know what you're supposed to do.

You're as sure of it as of anything.

You're heart tells you.  Circumstances tell you.  Every 'fleece' you've asked for has shown up.

But what will they say?

It's never been done before.  Or done that way.  Or done then.  Or done by you.  Especially by you. 

This following God wholeheartedly is new to you...very new.

This obeying God is something you've just begun wanting to do, and now you believe, with all that's in you, He's asked you to do this.

But what will they say?

The folks you've snickered at.  The folks you've snickered with.  The group you once called 'holy rollers', and who have now welcomed you with loving arms.  The group you were once a part of, the group now calling you a 'religious nut'.

Paul tells us what to do...

"Of course, your former friends are very surprised when you no longer join them in the wicked things they do, and they say evil things about you.  But just remember that they will have to face God, who will judge everyone, both the living and the dead."  1 Peter 4:4 NLT  

EYES, NOT HEARTS
Today's reading:  Acts 13-14

"When the listening crowd saw what Paul had done, they shouted in their dialect, These men must be gods in human bodies!"  Acts 14:11 NLT

Nothing has changed.

People are still looking at the things of God with their eyes, and not their hearts.

Folks are determining how godly one is depending upon the outward appearance, the presentation, the packaging.

It's not just folks outside the church either.

How biased are you towards someone who doesn' t look like you do?  Someone bigger?  Someone smaller?  Someone who can run a marathon?  Someone who can barely walk?

The media wants us to believe a certain size person wearing a certain brand of clothes is a human god.

Is that what God thinks?

Who knows what He looks like--and aren't we made in His image?

NOT ALONE
Today's reading:  Haggai

It's quiet here this morning.

I'm the only one up.  My guys will rise and shine in about 45 minutes, then things will start hopping.

As I look out the window, it's still dark.

When I stop typing, I realize the only sound I hear is the tick-tock of the clock in the kitchen.

No dogs barking outside.  No cars driving by.  No tractors in the fields.  No roosters crowing.  No radio playing.  No one asking for my help, where their jeans are or what's for breakfast.

It feels as if I'm all alone. 

Well, it did until I read this verse:

"...I am with you, says the Lord!"  Haggai 1:13 NLT

He is here--hallelujah!

He is here--amen!

It's not too early for Him.  It's not His day off.  It's not an inconvenient time.  It's not someone else's day to balance gravity and spin the planets.

He is with me.  I am not alone!

  

MY JOB
Today's reading:  Ecclesiastes 5-6

"...To enjoy your work and accept your lot in life--that is indeed a gift from God."  Ecclesiastes 5:19 NLT

I can truly say of all the jobs I have, all the hats I wear, all the roles I play--I love each and every one of them!

I love being wife and mom.  I like cooking for my guys, waking them up in the mornings and spending time with them.

I love being daughter, sister, auntie and friend. 

I love the ministries I am allowed to be involved with in our church.  Learning from the other gals in Sunday School and wiping noses on Wednesday nights are some of the highlights of my week.

I love working at the lumberyard.  I've been there 20 years now and feel very much at home and have my own little family there--even the days I feel like one of the wicked stepsisters.

I love where I am in life.  I completely understand what Solomon meant by stating that a sense of peace and place is a gift from God.

I can think of no other life I would prefer to live.  No other place I'd rather be.  No other gift I would choose to receive from my Maker!

COUNTING ON GOD
Today's reading:  Psalm 128-130

I keep my prayer journal and pen with me at all time. 

You'll find me scribbling down a request as I stand in the check-out lane at Wal-Mart, during church service or while sitting at my desk at work.  If someone comes to mind, I write them down.  If I hear a verse that speaks to my heart, I write it down.  If someone asks me to pray for them, I write it down.

Your name might be in there. 

I've seen some things, written down in my little striped book, come to pass.  I have page after page of requests that haven't happened-yet.

But I'm not trusting in my little spiral-bound notebook.  I'm not believing in the fact that I've written them down correctly.  I'm not even depending upon the power of my prayers in regards to any given matter.

I'm counting on God.

"I am counting on the Lord, yes, I am counting on him.  I have put my hope in his word."  Psalm 130:5 NLT

What are you counting on?

HOW MANY CHANCES
Today's reading:  2 Chronicles 33-36

"The Lord, the God of their ancestors, repeatedly sent his prophets to warn them, for he had compassion on his people and his Temple.  But the people mocked these messengers of God and despised their words.  They scoffed at the prophets until the Lord's anger could no longer be restrained and there was no remedy."  2 Chronicles 36:15-16 NLT

Honestly, American the Beautiful, how many more chances do we have?

How often will He forgive our sins, our willful transgressions, our haughtiness?

How many prophets will He send to the USA?  How many will we listen to?  How many will we mock, shun or despise?

For a country founded on Christian beliefs and doctrines, we're falling very, very short of His plans!

PERSONALLY
Today's reading:  Deuteronomy 10-12

They sang one of my favorite songs in worship service yesterday.  I sang back-up since I knew each and every word. 

The lyrics for the song came from God through a man named Tommy Walker...

I have a Maker
He formed my heart
Before even time began
My life was in his hands

I have a Father
He calls me His own
He'll never leave me
No matter where I go

He knows my name
He knows my every thought
He sees each tear that falls
And He hears me when I call

Do you see yourself in the song?  Are you energized from its message?  Revived?  Revitalized?  Rejuvenated?  Restored?

I was.  I am.  I just have to hum the melody and I'm back in a worshipful mood, reminded of who I am in Him. 

And this morning?  Another reminder:

"He is your God, the one who is worthy of your praise, the one who has done mighty miracles what you yourselves have seen."  Deuteronomy 10:21 NLT

PRESERVED
Today's reading:  1 Peter 1-3

"For God has reserved a priceless inheritance for his children.  It is kept in heaven for you, pure and undefiled, beyond the reach of change and decay."  1 Peter 1:4 NLT

Preserved.  Kept.  Secured.  Safe.  Promised.

Blessed assurance.

READY TO GO
Today's reading:  Acts 11-12

"...And the chains fell off his wrists, Then the angel told him, Get dressed and put on your sandals.  And he did.  Now put on your coat and follow me, the angel ordered."  Acts 12:7-8 NLT

Did you notice, and no it's not new--maybe you've seen it before, that God expected Peter to get up and get about God's business immediately after his miracle.  Immediately.

Not to sit around and ponder it.

Not to rest from it.

Not to write a book.

Not to book speaking engagements.

To put his shoes and his coat on and be ready to get back into the workforce.

Hmmm, that's something to think about!

WHAT TO SAY
Today's reading:  Zephaniah

"Stand in silence in the presence of the Sovereign Lord..."  Zephaniah 1:7 NLT

I'm a talker by nature.  I'll be rattling on and on about just about anything to anyone who will listen.  I've never met a stranger.

But there are days.  Like today.

Days that I sit in God's presence, here in my prayer chair, and have nothing to say, no comment, no response to Him.

The tears fall.  The bottom lip quivers.  The heart races.  The mind swirls with all He's done--then quiets with His peace.

What does one say to their Maker?  To the One who gives them breath?  To the Creator of the universe?

BUDDY SYSTEM
Today's reading:  Ecclesiastes 3-4

"Two people can accomplish more than twice as much as one; they get a better return for their labor.  If one person falls, the other can reach out and help.  But people who are alone when they fall are in real trouble."  Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 NLT

Are you bound to another Christian for accountability and prayer purposes?

You won't make it on your own!

Sure, the Christian walk is all about a personal relationship with Christ, but let's be honest--if he tells us we need to link arms with and work alongside a brother or sister in Christ, who are we to question it?

Does another know your prayer requests?  Is there another believer who knows your innermost struggles and keeps them before the feet of our Lord? 

Are you traveling in tandem or going it alone?  Who are you allowing to ride shotgun on this whirlwind trip towards heaven?  Who are you taking with you?  Who is watching your back?  Whose testimony is being written alongside your own?

We're not in this alone--unless, by our own choosing!

MY REWARD
Today's reading:  Psalm 125-127

"Children are a gift from the Lord; they are a reward from him."  Psalm 127:3 NLT

I do not know what I could have possibly done to deserve our son, Isaiah.

He's a great kid.  He's smart.  He's funny.  He's helpful.  He's respectful.  He's all boy.

But for the life of me, I can't fathom him being a reward--I'm so undeserving!

I deserve a delinquent.

I deserve a overly-willful child.

I deserve a, well I'll put it out there...I deserve a mini-me(oh, that makes me shudder).

But God chose to place in our lives a great kid who has a personal relationship with Him.

How does one thank God for His going over and above?  The words 'thank you' seem so inadequate.   


If obedience is not rendered in the homes, we shall never have a whole city, country, principality, or kingdom well governed. For this order in the homes is the first rule; it is the source of all other rule and government.                                                                Martin Luther

  

IN THE AIR
Today's reading:  2 Chronicles 29-32

"Where did all this come from, Hezekiah asked the priests and Levites?  And Azariah the high priest, from the family of Zadok replied, Since the people began bringing their gifts to the Lord's Temple, we have had enough to eat and plenty to spare, for the Lord has blessed his people."  2 Chronicles 31:9-10 NLT

Thanksgiving is in the air.  Less than thirty days.  Cooler temperatures.  The time about to change.  The skies are bluer.  The leaves are falling.  The air smells more autumn-y.

And I read this verse.  My Bible reading plan always has me reading this portion of Scripture at this time of the year.

It reminds me.  It convicts me.  It nudges me in the right direction.  It convinces me that when God's people do what they're called to do, blessings overflow

Am I bringing all of my gifts to the Lord?  Are there some things, talents or thoughts I'm holding back?  Am I withholding something He needs me to share with another?

All I have is from His hands.  All I can do is through His power within me.  All I have to offer is myself.  All I can give is from the bounty He has given to me.

What about you?

KNOWING I AM LOVED
Today's reading:  Deuteronomy 7-9

"The Lord did not choose you and lavish his love on you because you were larger or greater than other nations, for you were the smallest of all nations.  It was simply because the Lord loves you..."  Deuteronomy 7:7-8 NLT

Merciful Father,

It's just what I needed to read this tough Monday morning.  Thank you.

Knowing You love me because You love me drops my jaw and blesses my socks off!

I've done nothing to deserve it.  Could do nothing to deserve it.  I've not excelled.  I've not out-shone.  I've not amazed You with my character or abilities.  I've not proven myself worthy. 

It was simply because You love me.

That's enough to get me up and going this morning.  That brightens the sky before the sun's even shining.  That releases my hands, head and heart to busy myself with serving out of thanksgiving rather that attempting to impress.  That encourages me to go out and do the same--because I'm not the only the You love.

Your humbly amazed servant,
Malinda

I CANNOT
Today's reading:  James 4-5

"When you bow down and admit your dependence on him, he will lift you up and give you honor."  James 4:10 NLT

I have spent my whole life telling myself, and those around me, that I'm perfectly capable of 'doing it' my self.

It started as a toddler with a willful attitude striving towards independence.

It followed me into the teen years spurred on by the advertisements and magazines of the times expressing the need for young women to be strong, be more, be self-sufficient.

It still lingers today.

I seldom accept help from others.  I never ask for assistance.

And because of that attitude, I've struggled with extra weight in this life and have knocked several dear friends out of the opportunity to be a blessing to me.  I've collected a pack of lies from the world and have alienated myself from those who I could and would befriend.  I've set a wrong example, by how I choose to live, for younger sisters in Christ.

But I'm attempting to ditch the attitude.  I'm seeing day after day that I am completely dependent upon God--and upon God's people! 

THEY WILL KNOW
Today's reading:  Acts 9-10

"He fell to the ground and heard a voice saying to him, Saul, Saul.  Why are you persecuting me?  Who are you, sir, Saul asked."  Acts 9:4 NLT

I find assurance in this verse.

Assurance that the ones I'm praying for, the ones who are currently playing keep-away with the Lord, the ones who claim they don't need what God offers, will one day recognize the Lord--just as Saul did.

Saul knew enough about who grabbed his attention to refer to Him as 'sir'.  I believe Saul woke each morning with a fear/dread/anticipation that the One who he was attempting to squash would not be--and that that One would eventually find him.  He had an inkling that Who he was up against was bigger than he was.  He was constantly looking over his shoulder, knowing he had taken on too big of a job.

For Saul it happened on the road to Damascus.  And don't you know, for Saul, it was somewhat of  relief?  The running stopped.  The over sized job was taken out of his hands.  The fear ceased.

And it will be for our unsaved friends and family, too.

HEADLINES
Today's reading:  Habakkuk

"The Lord replied, Look at the nations and be amazed!  Watch and be astounded at what I will do!  For I am doing something in your own day, something that you wouldn't believe even if someone told you about it."  Habakkuk 1:5 NLT

Revival breaking out, and lasting for months at a time, in third world countries.

Muslim extremists coming to know our Lord and Savior as their own.

Godly men being elected to office.

Home churches meeting on a weekly basis in areas where the Bible is banned.

Grace extended to needy sinners on a daily basis.

It won't sell newspapers.  Anchormen and anchorwomen probably won't see a word of it on their teleprompters.  The YouTube videos are there, but don't get near the viewings of other happenings.

God, our God, is at work!  This world, no matter how derelict our societies may be becoming, is still His and is under His control.

PLEASURE
Today's reading:  Ecclesiastes 1-2

"...Then I realized that this pleasure is from the hand of God."  Ecclesiastes 2:24 NLT

Know what happens when you willing and deliberately choose to see everything as a gift from God? 

The small things look much more important and the big things, the things that usually cause me to stumble and grumble--don't matter as much as I thought they did!

But don't think it comes easily.  It takes effort.  It. takes commitment.  It takes going above and beyond what is natural or easy.  It requires a complete change of thinking and of focus.

But it's worth it.  Every minute, every effort, every attempt to praise God for all He's involved in, is worth it!

And that pleasure comes straight from the hand of God. 

JERUSALEM
Today's reading:  Psalm 122-124

Many of you know I have had the privilege of living vicariously through several members of my church who were able to take a trip to the Holy Lands.  Their stories, their excitement, their testimonies, their pictures, have spurred me on to falling in love with a place I've never been, a people I've been grafted into and a culture that's very new to me.

So, upon reading the Scriptures this morning, I was reminded of the special place the land and people of Israel hold to God's heart, too.

"Pray for the peace of Jerusalem.  May all who love this city prosper.  O Jerusalem, may there be peace within your walls and prosperity in your palaces.  For the sake of my family and friends, I will say, Peace be with you.  For the sake of the house of the Lord your God, I will seek what is best for you, O Jerusalem."  Psalm 122:5-9 NLT

Do you realize that our prosperity, personally and nationally, depends upon our lifting Israel up in prayer?

Have you examined your choice of Presidential candidate and his stand on protecting and backing Israel?  It's an important call.  Your vote is a valuable privilege.  Prayer in regards to selecting the right man for the job is absolutely necessary!
   

The Bible must be considered as the great source of all the truth by which men are to be guided in government as well as in all social transactions.                                    Noah Webster

OPEN HANDS
Today's reading:  2 Chronicles 25-28

I'm always on the lookout for exclamation points in reading God's Word.  They, in our language, denote a tone of excitement, thrill or importance.  They give life to what might otherwise be words simply laying on a page.  So when I found this nugget this morning, I was thrilled and elated--and had to share it with you--

"...The man of God replied, The Lord is able to give you much more than this!" 2 Chronicles 25:9 NLT

I consider myself a very, very blessed woman.  I have been given more than I could have ever dreamed of, more than I could have ever wished for, more--much more, than I ever will deserve.  So, upon reading that 'this' can be topped?  Well, I was intrigued!

But...

Receiving 'more' of what God has for me will require letting a few things slip from my fingers.  Things I have conjured in my head to go in a set way and be produced in a set time.  Things that focus alot less on me and whole lot more on Him.  Things that I deem wonderfully grand, but when measured against what He has in store will be dull and lifeless.

Sounds like an easy exchange, doesn't it?  Well, it's not.  Some of my 'things' I've clung so tightly to that I have their indentions in my heart and life. 

There are a few things, even knowing God's got something bigger and better in store, comfort me and have been held near and dear for a long time. 

There are a few things that I will have to re-adjust my thinking about them.  You see, I have this erroneous thought that some of my blessings I have worked hard for or earned--and truth be told, nothing could be farther from the truth!

There are a few things that I can't willingly give control of to God.  I've 'handled' them thus far in life and plan on continuing with them.

But the verse ends with an exclamation point.  That leads me to believe I am needing to re-think what's going on in my head and heart.

I can trust Him.  I know I can, but will I?

LIVING ON
Today's reading:  Deuteronomy 4-6

"But all you who were faithful to the Lord your God are still alive today."  Deuteronomy 4:4 NLT

The most spectacular people I have ever met were my two grandmothers. 

Mary Edna and Mary Malinda were outstanding, hardworking and deeply loving women.

They had little to nothing in material possessions--no fancy homes, no bulky wallets and no elegant gowns or jewels.

Nothing about them would have clued you into their value and worth until they spoke or did something for you.

Then you heard Jesus and saw Jesus.

Both of my Grandmas have passed on.  They have run their races well and finished their courses.  They have been welcomed into the arms of their loving Savior.  They have both met up with the Author and Finisher of their faith stories.

They are in heaven--but they still live on.

In the smiles of our family members.  In the memories we hold most closely.  In the lives we're living because of their influence.  In the homes we have built according to their standards.  In the churches we serve in.  In the jobs we do.  In the love we share with others.  In the world we're impacting by their examples.

My grandmothers still live on because of their faithfulness to the Lord.  My intentions are to do the same!

PRE-PRODUCTION PERIOD
Today's reading:  James 1-3

"Dear brothers and sisters, whenever trouble comes your way, let it be an opportunity for joy."  James 1:2 NLT

Really, James?  Pushing it a little, aren't you?

I realize 'what doesn't kill us only makes us stronger', but to rejoice when tough times and hardships fall into our laps--really?

Focus on what we'll profit from them?

Take a positive outlook?

Anticipate the harvest we'll reap and the joys that will be produced?

Trust that God knows just what He's doing to make us more and more like His Son?

Oh, with that being said, you probably have something going there.

I do want to be more like Jesus.  I want to see His attributes shining more brightly in my day.  I, and those around me, need me to love more like He loves.

Okay, I'm changing my thinking on what troubles bring to my life.  I am looking forward to be filled with joy--and until it gets here, I'm just in my pre-production period! 

GOING PLACES
Today's reading:  Acts 7-8

"When they came up out of the water, the Spirit of the Lord caught Philip away.  The eunuch never saw him again but went on his way rejoicing.  Meanwhile Philip found himself farther north at the city of Azotus!"  Acts 8:39-40 NLT

Want to find yourself in a place other than the one you're in--do what the Lord asks you to do!

That's what Philip did.  He simply spoke to a man in a chariot, like the Lord asked.

Sometimes where we are, sadly enough, is where we're going to stay until we do what the Lord's told us to do.

A little too personal?  Assumptive of me?  Feeling offended?  Convicted? 

Me, too!

TELL'EM
Today's reading:  Nahum

"I am your enemy! says the Lord Almighty..."  Nahum 2:13 NLT

Does your enemy know your Lord is against him?  Is he well aware of how awesome, powerful and amazing God is--and he isn't?  Does the one who stands against you, the one who throws problems your way, the one who likes to push your buttons know his days are numbered?

God is for you.  And He's against your enemies!

You know, don't you?

UGGGGH, HER!
Today's reading: Proverbs 31

Early morning hours are not the time to be forced into a face-to-face meeting with the Lord about this gal.

It's not just that He's selected today as the day once a year I read about her in His Word.

It's not just that I feel short changed in all that He's given her and all that I'm lacking.

It's not just that she leaves me convicted in regards to all she does--and I don't.

But this morning, what does the Lord decided to do?

He determines today to be the day that I am brought to account for my 'ultimate Proverbs 31 challenge'.

And I failed.

"She carefully watches over all that goes on in her household and does not have to bear the consequences of laziness." Proverbs 31:27 NLT

Slap! Pow! A right to the kisser! A kick in the gut!

Consequences are among my least favorite things. And as I look around at the house, the small bits of clutter and the corners of disarray, I come to an abrupt knowledge of yet another verse about P31 where I am failing.

The things I complain about, have to deal with at most unscheduled times are the consequences of my desire to watch a little more TV, find out a little more about folks on Facebook or fill my hours with great ideas from Pinterest.

Ugggh, it's her again!

MY ONLY HOPE
Today's reading:  Psalm 120-121

My normal 'devotion writing' routine is this:  pray, read the Scripture, jot down verses that seem to jump off the page at me, then write about what God tells me in those special verses.

This morning, however, an entire chapter ministers to my heart.  It soothes the sore places.  It comforts the hurting spots.  It renews my hope.  It revives my soul.  It assures me of my safe place in His hands.  It reminds me of His sovereignty.  It sets my thoughts on His strength and not on my weaknesses. 

I'll share the entire chapter, see if there's any part of it you're needing today...    

"I look up to the mountains--does my help come from there?  My help comes from the Lord, who made the heavens and the earth!  He will not let you stumble and fall; the one who watches over you will not sleep.  Indeed, he who watches over Israel never tires and never sleeps.  The Lord himself watches over you!  The Lord stands beside you as a protective shade.  The sun will not hurt you by day or the moon at night.  The Lord keeps you from all evil and preserves your life.  The Lord keeps watch over you as you come and go, both now and forever."  Psalm 121 NLT

BEING CAREFUL
Today's reading:  2 Chronicles 21-24

"Joash did what was pleasing in the Lord's sight throughout the lifetime of Jehoida the priest."  2 Chronicles 24:2 NLT

Joash, the young king, was blessed to have a godly man to mentor, guide and befriend him.  This friend helped Joash choose wisely, rule wisely and live wisely.  Jehoida's influence helped Joash be known, for most of his life, as a wise and godly king.

Then, Jehoida died.

Joash  was immediately besieged by the enemy--in the form of ungodly leaders attempting to bend Joash's ear and character.

Joash fell to unfathomable lows.  Murder.  Deceit.  Sacrilege. 

To me the account of Joash is an attention grabber.  I have had the awesome privilege of being raised in a godly home by godly people who had godly parents.  I am blessed to worship in a church led by a man who preaches and lives God's Word.

And if all my godly influences were gone?  Would I stand strong?  Would I continue in the faith of my fathers?  Would my relationship with God be deep enough to support me when I was surrounded by godlessness?

I must be very careful in building a relationship with my Savior built on my own life and not borrow from the blessings given to me!

OCCUPY
Today's reading:  Deuteronomy 1-3

"I am giving all this land to you!  Go in and occupy it..."  Deuteronomy 1:8 NLT

Let's dig a little more deeply this morning.

Moses is telling the Israelites what God has told him.  He's passing on information.  Filling them in.  Getting them on the same page.

And what is it he's telling them?

Well, to truly understand, we must grab the old dictionary.

The word for today:  occupy 

1: to engage the attention or energies of

2a: to take up (a place or extent in space) b: to take or fill (an extent in time)

3a: to take or hold possession or control of b: to fill or perform the functions of (an office or position)

4: to reside in as an owner or tenant

 

He gives the land, the Chosen People were required to engage their energies and attentions, to physically take hold, to fill up, to make it theirs and to live on it.

 

God did His part, they struggled in doing theirs.

 

We do the same thing. 

 

God has given us so much power, His power.  And we?  We hesitate.  We make excuses.  We question our abilities.  We doubt He's 'meaning' us.  We tremble.  We worry.

 

Are you doing what He's asked you to do with what He's given you?

 

I'm not ...but I'm going to start!

 

 

BETTER THINGS
Today's reading:  Hebrews11-13

"All of these people we have mentioned received God's approval because of their faith, yet none of them received all that God had promised.  For God had far better things in mind for us that would also benefit them, for they can't receive the prize at the end of the race if we don't finish the race."  Hebrews11:39-40 NLT

We're among good company when we dream and scheme what we believe would be best for God to do in a situation.

Moses did it.  Gideon did it.  The marchers around Jericho reluctantly did it. 

They expected one thing and God did another.  They had written a conclusion to their faith stories--God, being Who he is, failed to read their transcript.

God's always, always got better things in store for us. 

We just have to remember, we may not receive them here!

SPEAKING UP
Today's reading:  Acts 5-6

"The council accepted his advice.  They called in the apostles and had them flogged.  Then they ordered them never again to speak the name of Jesus...And everyday in the Temple and in their homes, they continued to teach and preach this message:  The Messiah you are looking for is Jesus."  Acts 5:40-42 NLT

I am saved to the uttermost, I know that I am.

So why am I quiet about my Savior?

Why do I not shout His name from the rooftops?  Speak His name in every conversation?  Proclaim Him in all I say and do?

NAMES
Today's reading: Micah

My mind is wandering this morning.

Oh, yes, I've read about Micah and the judgement God was proclaiming on an unruly bunch of people, but that's not where my heart is.

I've, against my better judgement, gotten attached to three new kittens Sprout has delivered in our horse barn.

I shouldn't.

They're not staying.

I don't even like cats.

But these little guys are cuties.

And...I've gone and given them names.

The worst thing I could do, I know.

But it reminds me of the verse I've looked up this morning that warms my heart and assures me all will be just fine for me.

"And I will give you treasures hidden in the darkness— secret riches. I will do this so you may know that I am the LORD, the God of Israel, the one who calls you by name." Isaiah 45:3 NLT

Know what it takes to know someone's name? It takes interest--gotta ask or gotta find out. It takes concern. It takes effort. It takes a portion of your mind to remember.

You can't care deeply for someone you don't know.

I'm cared for, to the very extent He knows my name, by the Maker of the universe!

WOW!

OUR WORD
Today's reading:  Proverbs 29-30

I've had it up to 'here'...oh wait, you can't see...with the election promises. The lures they lay out for us to take a hold of long enough for them to drag us into the election booth and mark their name, are wearying.

We know, and yet we 'take the bait', that all they promise will not and can not be believed.

But, God?

"Every word of God proves true.  He defends all who come to him for protection."  Proverbs 30:5 NLT

Everything He promises can be taken to the bank!  All He has said has or will come to pass.  There's nothing He's said or done that is not credible and dependable.

That's in regards to the good and the bad.

Every blessing He promises, He backs up.

Every sin He names will have a consequence.

Every command He gives can be followed and a reward received.

Every warning He issues needs not be disregarded.

I don't know what you're doing with all the promises provided to you by our elected officials, what I'm worried about is whether or not you're believing God and His Word!  

COMPARISON ISSUES
Today's reading:  Psalm 119

"Oh, that my actions would consistently reflect your principles!  Then I will not be disgraced when I compare my life to your commands."  Psalm 119:5-6 NLT

I'll be very honest here:  It's easier to compare myself, I tend to look better and score higher, when I grade myself against you and others in the world than when I compare myself to 'thus saith the Word of the Lord'.

It's easier to appease you.  Calling it close enough is a lie a lot of us Christians are buying into lock, stock and barrel.

It's sometimes easier to out-do you.

It's simpler to just be a little better than you, than to follow God's commands.

It's a little less black and white when I set myself up to please you than it is God.

You tend to overlook a lot.  Well, sometimes.  You are a little more apt to write off my mistakes as imperfections and human nature than God is.  He calls it sin.  No getting around it.

That being said, I'm in need of a huge change in my heart and life.  It's not you I need to be comparing myself to anymore.  Your grading scale is not the one I must live up to any longer.  Your preconceived notions, ideas and whims are just that--yours.  And boy, oh boy, do they ever ride a roller coaster of changes!

Oh, that my actions would consistently reflect God's commands, and not be entertainment for the fellow strugglers I walk with! 
 

MICHAIAH
Today's reading:  2 Chronicles 16-20

Aaah, Michaiah, the great prophet of old.

Great, you say?  You've never heard of him?

Very little is said of him and his dealing with King Ahab and King Jehosaphat. 

His prophetic advice was shunned by the kings who sought to know God's direction in a matter--for the life of me I don't understand it.

You see, Micaiah was a great man.  Oh, I don't know all the great things he did or said, but I know this about him:

"But Micaiah replied, As surely as the Lord lives, I will say only what my God tells me to say."  2 Chronicles 18:13 NLT

Take it from a gal who has a mouth problem, that's a huge statement!

Only a man of character and great faith could, or would, ever make such a commitment known to the public.  And then to attempt to live up to it?  Wow!

I mean, to say ONLY what God leads him to say?  Only?  Unbelievable.

No room for personal opinions.  No words of constructive criticism.  No advice.  No reactions that are not God given or God lead.

Admirable.  Honorable.  Meaningful.  Amazing.

I'll certainly be watching my mouth a little more closely today!    

LITTLE THINGS
Today's reading:  Numbers 33-36

"But if you fail to drive out the people who live in the land, those who remain will be like splinters in your eyes and thorns in your sides.  They will harass you in the land where you live."  Numbers 33:55 NLT

God told the Israelites that the new land was theirs.  He guided them along a path to its borders, teaching them many lessons along the way.

He filled their special land with milk and honey, good land and plenty of water. 

He did not eradicate the inhabitants from the new land, instead He instructed His chosen people to do it.

But they didn't.  Well, not completely.

They did what they thought was necessary and decided to 'work' around the rest.

They did exactly what God said not to do.

We do the same things, don't we?

We turn our lives over to God--well, most of our lives.

There are still parts we control ourselves, like to maintain possession of and generally rope off as 'off limits' to God.

And then those same areas haunt, guilt and turn against us at every turn!  Like splinters in or eyes or thorns in our sides.

Hmmm, I do believe He's warned His people about that very thing--don't you?

ONE TIME
Today's reading:  Hebrews 8-10

"Once for all time he took blood into that Most High Place..."  Hebrews 9:12 NLT

For me.

One time was all it took.

No bullocks, doves or choice lambs.

Not over and over again.

One time Christ laid Himself on an altar--and that one time cleared my sins and ushered me into His family and eventually into His heavenly home.