Monday, May 31, 2010

TENT PEGS
Today's reading: Exodus 37-40

"All the tent pegs used in the Temple and courtyard were made of bronze." Exodus 37-40

Being I work in a lumberyard, I enjoy reading magazines that feature finely decorated homes. I like finding out what pitch the roofs are, the type of siding used, the style of shingles selected and what architectural features set it apart from others. What carpenters choose to use in their projects interest me, so these chapters of Exodus, accounting the specifics of the Temple always catch my attention.

That being said, it still surprises me that they'd mention the tent pegs. The 'nails' of that day are given an entire verse in the middle of the chapter.

Nails. Nails? Such small things? Things that aren't necessarily seen? Items used in contruction, but get very little attention paid to them-and God chose to mention them.

Kind of reassures me, actually. Finding out the little things of life, the behind the scene occurences, the unspoken of acts, are just as important to God as the hugely spectacular presentations, sermons and concerts!

Nails. Ever thought of them with such importance?

Sunday, May 30, 2010

HIS KID
Today's reading: Galatians 4-6

"Now you are no longer a slave but God's own child! And since you are his child, everything he has belongs to you." Galatians 4:7 NLT

Does that excite you? Does it thrill you to no end to realize that who you are, and all you have, depends upon Whose you claim to be?

The world no longer controls you.

The enemy no longer binds you.

The 'old man' no longer resides within you.

The future no longer looks bleak.

The past no longer weighs you down.

Power is available to you.

Grace has been doled out to you.

Mercy covers you like an expensive mink coat.

Strength is for the asking.

As His child, how are you living? Taking advantage of your resources? Tasting all the great things available to you at His banquet table? Using the 'adoption papers' as a Declaration of Independence from your captors?

If you're not living it up, living large or living a life filled with blessings--well, it's not His fault!

Saturday, May 29, 2010

YOUR LITTLE LIGHT
Today's reading: Luke 7-8

"No one would light a lamp and then cover it up or put it under a bed. No, lamps are mounted in the open, where they can be seen by those entering the house." Luke 8:16

This little light of mine? What am I doing with it?

Does everyone I come into contact with see it? Is it evident in my words, my actions, my attitude?

Have I hidden Christ, the Morning Sun, the Bright and Shining Star, so that no one can see His light in me?

Is He who they see first when I enter a room? Do I glow from having been in His presence? Are my eyes lit up with joy because the Son of God resides in my heart?

Just what do I do with this little light of mine?

Friday, May 28, 2010

CAPTIVITY

Today's reading: Jeremiah 47-52

The book of Jeremiah, at least the latter part of it, gives account of the prophecies Jeremiah proclaimed on the lands turning their backs on God and God's people. He spoke of famine, war and destruction for the ones who chose not to follow Yahweh. He predicted turmoil and judgement for those who placed hardship and burdens upon the backs of His chosen ones.

Historically, through written account and what scientists have dug up in search for happenings of the past, each and every one of Jeremiah's predictions have come true. Remnants are left of some cultures. Rubble is left of others. Documents, old, very old, documents give account of captivity and plunder, war and death.

I'd always thought it never applied to me. Given I live in 2010, thousands of miles away, I really assumed I was immune to what Jeremiah spoke, wouldn't have to worry about things he foretold. That was until I read this...

"Because you have trusted in your wealth and skill, you will be taken away captive..." Jeremiah 48:7 NLT

Captivity, then and now, doesn't always have to do with someone else--does it? Given most of us need not fear invading armies or plundering hostiles, we do on a daily basis need to deal with what can capture us, bind us and shackle us from living...ourselves.

When I begin to trust in me, chains coil tightly. When I start placing my hopes and dreams into material things, I become hobbled. When what I can achieve, accomplish or acquire gives me peace, my days begin to be filled with juggling those same things and attempting to keep them.

Captivity is certainly an issue for those of us living in 2010. Our freedom rests solely upon Who we trust.

What's hobbling you today? Not who, because I think we all know that answer, but what?

Thursday, May 27, 2010

RAISING A KING
Today's reading: Proverbs 1

"Listen, my child, to what your father teaches you. Don't neglect your mother's teaching. What you learn from them will crown you with grace and clothe you with honor." Proverbs 1:8-9 NLT

Not until I had a small, red, wiggly baby placed in my arms did I realize the capacity this verse held. Sure, I was a daughter and had parents to whom I was accountable and to whom I owed the deepest of respect and obedience--but having my own? Having my own child has raised the bar on this power-packed proverb.

There is an endless list of things I'll never be able to provide for my son. Monetarily, my hands are tied in so many ways. We're not a family of amassed wealth or fortune. Wants often, and I repeat often, are neglected because needs must be procured. Gifts I'd love to shower upon our boy remain in the store until a bigger paycheck or a special occasion. And then I re-read Scripture like the one above and realize the great prize I can provide my child!

I have the potential to raise a king. I have come to the conclusion that 'what' I give him will never be as valuable as Who I direct Him to. In wearing the hand-me-downs of my faith, until he has come into his own, I'll be passing along a relationship with my Savior. In my commitment to discipline and training him in obedience, I prepare him for a gloriously rich future. With determination and fortitude I can stand my ground and insist that he not fall short of the marks I set for him to hit when it comes to respect and right living.

To crown my son with grace and clothe him with honor--what more could a mother provide?

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

A WEARY LAND
Today's reading: Psalm 63-65

If you ask me, there's no more beautiful place than Southern Illinois. No where else can you see, within a short drive, all the wonders this area of the world holds--amazing rock formations, gorgeous lakes, woodlands, prairies old churches, quaint towns and super people. I've been a few places, but home is where I always love returning to.

As lovely as it is, it's a tough, cold, wearying place to live. This orb called Earth is not a comfortable fit for any of us. Success is determined by the current events, the size of your wallet and the size of your body. Encouragement is a well sought after commodity. Peace is elusive. Fear is rampant and normal is no longer that. Enough is never enough. In the land of plenty we still hunger and thirst for what we don't have--but yearn for.

If you're like me and looking for a get-a-way from it all, a place to relax a quiet spot to recuperate from the culture's attacks--I've found it:

"O God, you are my God; I earnestly search for you. My soul thirsts for you; my whole body longs for you in this parched and weary land where there is no water." Psalm 63:1 NLT

The world's not going to offer you anything lasting, fulfilling or of worth. God will!

The society at large is not interested in your well-being. God is!

The human race cannot offer a sacrifice for your sins, a refuge for your soul or an eternal hope. God has!

No matter what it is you're looking for, waiting on or hoping to see happen--if you're not looking to God for it, you're wasting your time. Seek Him. Look for Him. Trust in Him. Cling to Him.
A WEARY LAND
Today's reading: Psalm 63-65

If you ask me, there's no more beautiful place than Southern Illinois. No where else can you see, within a short drive, all the wonders this area of the world holds--amazing rock formations, gorgeous lakes, woodlands, prairies old churches, quaint towns and super people. I've been a few places, but home is where I always love returning to.

As lovely as it is, it's a tough, cold, wearying place to live. This orb called Earth is not a comfortable fit for any of us. Success is determined by the current events, the size of your wallet and the size of your body. Encouragement is a well sought after commodity. Peace is elusive. Fear is rampant and normal is no longer that. Enough is never enough. In the land of plenty we still hunger and thirst for what we don't have--but yearn for.

If you're like me and looking for a get-a-way from it all, a place to relax a quiet spot to recuperate from the culture's attacks--I've found it:

"O God, you are my God; I earnestly search for you. My soul thirsts for you; my whole body longs for you in this parched and weary land where there is no water." Psalm 63:1 NLT

The world's not going to offer you anything lasting, fulfilling or of worth. God will!

The society at large is not interested in your well-being. God is!

The human race cannot offer a sacrifice for your sins, a refuge for your soul or an eternal hope. God has!

No matter what it is you're looking for, waiting on or hoping to see happen--if you're not looking to God for it, you're wasting your time. Seek Him. Look for Him. Trust in Him. Cling to Him.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

LAST WORDS
Today's reading: 1 Kings 1-4

'Am I dying or is this my birthday'-Lady Nancy Astor

'I'm bored with it all.'-Winston Churchill

'All my possessions for a moment of time!'-Queen Elizabeth I

Famous last words. Final utterances before eternity begins and judgement is doled out. In some cases, the spoken words some have been remembered for after a lifetime of achievements and honor.

Another quote from a death bed...

"As the time of King David's death approached he gave this charge to his son Solomon, 'I am going where everyone on earth must someday go. Take courage and be a man. Observe the requirements of the Lord your God and follow all his ways. Keep each of the laws, commands, regulations and stipulations written in the law of Moses so that you will be successful in all you do and whereever you go." 1 Kings 2:1-3 NLT


In his dying breath, with the last of energy he could muster, as he lingered on the edge of here and there, David placed before Solomon a charge, a challenge, a plea--to seek God first. David experienced what it had done in his own life and wanted to make sure he passed on the knowledge to his son. Of all life's lessons learned, David felt this was the most important thing he could say.

And when Solomon followed that advice? Wisdom, riches, honor, you name it--Solomon received it. To this day, there's never been a king so successful, so revered, so referred to. His words are still quoted, his riches are still spoken of. His decision to follow God's decrees have placed him as an example of what happens when good advice is followed...even advice given on death beds.

What will you say when your last breaths come? What will you urge loved ones to seek/do/throw their lives into? What are you saying with your life today?

Monday, May 24, 2010

GOD'S PASSION
Today's reading: Exodus 33-36

"You must worship no other gods, but only the Lord, for he is a God who is passionate about his relationship with you." Exodus 34:14

Really, Lord? You, amidst all You are, orchestrate and all you are in charge of, are passionate about our relationship?

You're jealous when things of life take time away from us?

You're saddened when I come to You as a last resort, instead of my first reaction?

You're thoughts are on my all day long?

You're greatest desire is that we commune as the closest of friends, the dearest of companions, the most intimate of partners?

You never sleep because I'm always on your mind?

You have set into motion the best for my life, the most abundant of living, the largest pile of blessings I could imagine--just for me? Because You love me?

I consume your thoughts?

You, the Creator of the Universe, are passionate about a relationship with me?

Astounding. Amazing. Unbelievable.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

BENEFITS

Today's reading: Galatians 1-3

"For the same God who worked through Peter for the benefit of the Jews, worked through me for the benefit of the Gentiles." Galatians 2:8

There's nothing like being shown a glimpse of your purpose in life to encourage and drive you forward, is there?

Paul was allowed to see where his attempts, his service, his sacrifice, his hard work were influencing people for Christ--and that, I believe gave him the zeal he's known for in the Christian world.

What about you? Have you asked God to show you how it is you're benefiting people in your sphere of influence? Would it spur you on to bigger attempts? Might it cause you to double up on your efforts? Could it be your faith would be made stronger by seeing how your life is influencing others?

Go ahead, ask Him. But be prepared--it might not be the folks you think you've been sent here for or in the places you believe you're working the hardest!

Saturday, May 22, 2010

SOMETHING NEW
Today's reading: Luke 5-6

It came in the mail yesterday. It was in the bottom of the box. I opened everything else first, then came it's turn. To be quite honest, I didn't know what it was at first...but being the smart gal I am, I figured it out. I didn't order it. It came 'free' with my purchase. Now, well now, I've got figure out how to use it...an eyelash curler.

I'm pretty sure no one's ever died from its mis-use or maimed themselves attempting their first 'curling', but the thing scares me to death--and I'm not afraid of anything, except snakes. I'm not even sure my eyelashes are long enough for the thing to work. This thing is a mystery to me. But I'll give it a try. Something new is always a challenge, wouldn't you agree?

Like today's thoughts...

"...First get rid of the log from your own eye, then perhaps you will see well enough to deal with the speck in your friend's eye." Luke 6:42

Taking care of my own faults, mistakes, shortcoming, sins, first? That's something new. That's, well, not the route I'm accumstomed to taking. That's as scary as my new eyelash curler!

Straightening, strengthening, prioritizing and commiting (wholeheartedly, not half-heartedly) to my personal relationship with Christ before pushing others to do the same? Looking in to my 'issues' before condemning others of theirs?

Well, that makes two 'new' things I'm going to start attempting as of today--care to join me?

Friday, May 21, 2010

LIKE IT OR NOT
Today's reading: Jeremiah 42-46

"Then they said to Jeremiah, May the Lord your God be a faithful witness against us if we refuse to obey whatever he tells us to do! Whether we like it or not, we will obey the Lord our God to whom we send you with our plea..." Jeremiah 42:5-6

Could you say the same? Would you be willing to stand with the people who stood before Jeremiah and proclaim 'whether you liked it or not, you were going to obey God'? Could you really say it? Would you mean it?

Have you said it? In a moment of surrender? In the middle of a deep valley? At the edge of a life-changing experience? Did you mumble the same words?

Have you followed up on what you promised to do? Honestly now, have you put yourself aside, the selfish desires, the easier routes, the more sensible thoughts, and obeyed Him--whether you wanted to or not?

I stand and applaud you if you have, but the rest of us are sitting here in the audience shaking our heads and knowing we haven't followed through on our promises. We haven't forsaken ourselves for His will. We've never given a second thought to doing anything other than what we want to do.

Like it or not, we'll obey. Strong words, wouldn't you agree?

Thursday, May 20, 2010

MERCY IN ABUNDANCE
Today's reading: Job 41-42

I can smell the coffee brewing.

I can feel the keys of the computer on my fingers.

I can see the fog beginning to lift off the fields.

I can hear the songbirds calling to each other.

I can taste the mint of the toothpaste I just used.

Already this morning God has been merciful to me!

"...I will not treat you as you deserve..." Job 42:8 NLT

I don't deserve to be allowed into His presence. I've done nothing that would warrant His acceptance. I've said nothing that would allow me special treatment from the King of Kings. I'm a no one in the grand scheme of things, a misfit really. He shouldn't love me.

"...I will not treat you as you deserve..." Job 42:8 NLT

I cannot pay Him back for His goodness. I'll never be able to thank Him enough for His blessings. I am incapable of serving in a way that glorifies Him as He deserves. I'm as far from perfect today as I was the day He met me at an altar in a small country church. He didn't have to forgive me.

"...I will not treat you as you deserve..." Job 42:8 NLT

Lightning doesn't strike with every bad thought my mind concocts. Judgement is not doled out on a scale for all to see when I sin. The only chains I am bound with are the ones I still allow. He does not carry around a clipboard and a red marking pencil awaiting my next foul-up. He doesn't have to allow me a purpose in His great plan.

He does not treat me as I deserve--and for that I offer praise and thanksgiving.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

A LITTLE CHICKEN

Today's reading: Psalm 60-62



"Let me live forever in your sanctuary safe beneath the shelter of your wings!" Psalm 61:4 NLT



The funniest thing is unfolding here at Edgell Acres. One of Isaiah's little banty hens has decided to hatch three eggs. If our calculations are correct, the newest members of the farm should arrive this weekend. I have learned a lot about this verse just watching her care for those eggs...



Though she's small, she's a ferocious protector! There's probably not enough meat on her bones to make a decent chicken nugget, but nothing or no one can get close to those eggs. Just opening the little cage door to give her clean water and food causes a substantial ruffling of the feathers. She's going to take care of her potential chicks no matter what. God's like that, too. He's on my side. He's willing to stand between me and any enemy I have. He sees my potential and will not leave my side until I'm in a safe place where my gifts/talents/abilities can shine.



We're not letting her in on the secret, but the three eggs she's sitting on aren't all hers. She'll find it out in a few days, but I don't think it's going to matter. You see, when they hatch, she's going to be the proud momma of someone who looks just like her--and two adopted children of the larger chicken breeds. And God? Well, He knows my bloodline, too. He knows I'm about as related to Abraham, Isaac and Jacob as you are--but in His heart, I'm His. You see, my adoption papers were signed in Christ's blood, nothing more legal than that!



Little Lady is patient! It takes twenty-one days from egg to chick. Nothing like sitting around waiting for something to happen, is there? She's left the eggs long enough to get drinks and small bites of food (which are placed about six inches from her nesting box), but for no other reason will she allow them to be unattended. She's committed herself to wait for those little peepers to appear, and I think if it were to take twice as long, she'd be in it for the long haul. God's patient with me, too. Only I know the number of times I run out from under the shelter of His wings, trying it on my own, taunting satan with my skill, strength, and wisdom--only to be quickly running for cover when any of the three are tested.



'Safe in the shelter of His wings', I'm learning there's no better place to be!

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

PURE EXCITEMENT
Today's reading: 2 Samuel 20-24

"He reached down from heaven and rescued me; he drew me out of the deep waters. He delivered me from my powerful enemies, from those who hated me and were too strong for me. They attacked me at a moment when I was weakest, but the Lord upheld me. He led me to a place of safety; he rescued me because he delights in me." 2 Samuel 22:17-20 NLT

I have to tell you, God's power amazes me. What He is able to do, what He has done, what is well within in power to do--when the time is right. Power is an awesome thing to watch on display.

God's grace is another characteristic I stand in awe of. What He's willing to forgive--and forget. Who He is willing to accept and ordain. How He is able to look beyond the blackness of sin and see potential. Grace is amazing.

But what excites me the most about my Lord? His love for me. He loves me. Not just a liking. Not only a crush. His love doesn't apply only on days when I'm at my best. He, as today's verses tell us, delights in me!

He desires that I be in His presence. He waits for me to seek His face. He holds in His hands blessings only a beloved child can receive. He keeps me safe, not only because it's His job or that's it's expected of Him, but because His love for me pushes Him to do it. He, and this will be hard for those of you who know me to understand, He really and truly loves me!

Now that's pure excitement! To know I'm loved that much? To know I'm loved despite myself? To know that the Creator of this great, big, beautiful world is in love with me--now that gives me goosebumps!

Monday, May 17, 2010

HAND-ME-DOWNS
Today's reading: Exodus 29-32

"Aaron's sacred garments must be preserved for his descendants who will succeed him, so they can be annointed and ordained in them." Exodus 29:29 NLT

I know there are some of you who are 'above' wearing or even accepting hand-me-downs. It's not your style to wear someone elses' clothing. It's not your habit to accept charitable donations. It's not comfortable for you to be seen in previously worn apparel.

Not me. I love getting the good out of something. I consider it a blessing for someone to think of me and pass along a favorite or something that no longer fits. I adore something new to wear.

And so it is with the robes of righteousness that Aaron, and those before him, are passing on to us. Priestly tunics that have been worn for centuries. Anointed and ordained gowns of grace that we're privileged to be handed.

So, what is it God is convicting your heart to 'wear' for His glory? Have you been turning down the offer of a robe of white? Have you been compiling a list of reasons why you're not 'cut out' to be one of His priests? Thinking what He's asking you to do is outdated or the wrong size?

Hand-me-downs like these never wear out, they're always in style and it's always a perfect fit!

Sunday, May 16, 2010

GENUINE-NESS
Today's reading: 2 Corinthians 11-13

"Examine yourselves to see if your faith is really genuine. Test yourselves. If you cannot tell that Jesus Christ is among you, it means you have failed the test." 2 Corinthians 13:5 NLT

Genuine-ness. Not sure it's a real word, but it's the topic for today.

How genuine is your faith? Now, I realize that Sunday is the worst day of the week to ask this question, but it's been presented to me--so I pass it on to you.

Today at church, will anyone sense you are worshipping in the Spirit? Whether or not your hands raise in the air or tears flow down your cheeks, will they know you've come to worship the King of Kings?

Tomorrow at work, will anyone notice Jesus in your words or actions? Will they sense a difference in you--and desire to find out just what that difference is?

Wednesday, your halfway point in the week, will your faith be as strong as it is today? Will the world have shaken you up, let you down or beaten you up? Or will your faith, three days from Sunday, still be strong?

Come Friday and Saturday, will you still pass the test for genuine faith? Will the pasttimes and hobbies that busy your weekend reflect Christian values and attitudes? Will you begin anticipating the Holy Spirit in your church services?

How genuine is your faith? How much of Christ is seen in your life? Pass or fail, friend?
GENUINE-NESS
Today's reading: 2 Corinthians 11-13

"Examine yourselves to see if your faith is really genuine. Test yourselves. If you cannot tell that Jesus Christ is among you, it means you have failed the test." 2 Corinthians 13:5 NLT

Genuine-ness. Not sure it's a real word, but it's the topic for today.

How genuine is your faith? Now, I realize that Sunday is the worst day of the week to ask this question, but it's been presented to me--so I pass it on to you.

Today at church, will anyone sense you are worshipping in the Spirit? Whether or not your hands raise in the air or tears flow down your cheeks, will they know you've come to worship the King of Kings?

Tomorrow at work, will anyone notice Jesus in your words or actions? Will they sense a difference in you--and desire to find out just what that difference is?

Wednesday, your halfway point in the week, will your faith be as strong as it is today? Will the world have shaken you up, let you down or beaten you up? Or will your faith, three days from Sunday, still be strong?

Come Friday and Saturday, will you still pass the test for genuine faith? Will the pasttimes and hobbies that busy your weekend reflect Christian values and attitudes? Will you begin anticipating the Holy Spirit in your church services?

How genuine is your faith? How much of Christ is seen in your life? Pass or fail, friend?

Saturday, May 15, 2010

KNOW THE WORD
Today's reading: Luke 3-4

I won't consider it a coincidence that the same lesson I studied and presented to the kids on Wednesday night is repeated in my Bible reading this morning.
I'm not surprised.

I really kind of expected it.

Why? Well, because I'm a slow learner. I don't catch onto things of a spiritual nature quickly. I have a lot to unlearn. I am, oh, how shall I put it--stubborn and set in my ways.

Hence, a repeat lesson. A review of the material. A quiz over previously discussed issues.

Jesus was in the desert after having fasted 40 days. He was human, so he was weak, tired and hungry. Satan noticed his state and moved in for attack. You see, satan keeps close tabs on our spiritual condition. Jesus was making a commitment to draw closer to His Father--and satan didn't like it one bit. Been there, haven't you?

Satan presented Jesus with some temptations that could have easily toppled the strongest of Christians. You have to understand, satan plays the same cards now that he did then. There's nothing new in his gamebook. He cannot come up with any 'trickier' tricks than he's always tried.

But Jesus? Jesus had been in the Word. Jesus had had his nose in the Scriptures. Jesus had made an effort not just to 'know where His Bible was', but to apply it to memory for times just like this.

And that? Well, that's the lesson I'm having to repeat. I'm not making the choice to hide His Word in my heart for times when satan comes calling. I'm not choosing to know the promises of the Bible on a personal level. I'm haphazardly meddling in the appetizers of Scripture and not getting out a steak knife and digging into the meat He's providing.

I told you, I'm a slow learner...a slow learner who is so very thankful I'm cared for by a patient Savior!

Friday, May 14, 2010

THICK LAYER OF MUD
Today's reading: Jeremiah 37-41

"So the officials took Jeremiah from his cell and lowered him by ropes into an empty cistern in the prison yard. It belonged to Malkijah a member of the royal family. There was no water in the cistern, but there was a thick layer of mud at the bottom, and Jeremiah sank down into it." Jeremiah 38:6

I don't like funerals. I don't care for the gladiolas that line the funeral home, the awkward silences as one stands before the casket or the sorrow wrapped into such a solemn time. And? And, I don't like the conviction.

Conviction, you ask? Yes, that's exactly what I dislike the most.

There's no more convicting a feeling than when you stand at a graveside pondering who the world has lost and coming up with the realization that what they showed/demonstrated/exhibited/practiced/lived is now up to the you to carry on.

Cases in point...

My Grandpa died 15 months ago. I'm convicted to know it's now my turn to carry on an honorable family name and fill my numbered days with the hardest work I can do. It's now my turn to take a role in this family that exudes strength and a fierce desire to do for others. It now falls on me, and the other grandkids, to make the mac & cheese Grandpa always made for family dinners.

Grandma passed 4 months ago. I'm convicted to know it's now my turn to carry on a strong faith and an enormous amount of love. It's my turn to exhibit a passion for God that affects every word spoken and every act carried out. It's my turn to stay up to date on every family member, their birthdates, anniversaries--and where there names are in the family book.

My adopted Grandfather passed this week. His services were yesterday. And today? Today I'm feeling alot like Jeremiah, bogged down in a thick layer of mud, heart heavy and thinking alot about what in his life I need to carry on. Friendliness, acceptance, love of life, determination and a strong will.

My Savior died a few thousand years ago. I'm convicted to know the depths of His love for me in dying on the cross--and the privilege I have of living out that love for others. I'm bogged down with the weight of importance being like Him places on my shoulders. It's now up to me to let others know just how wonderful He was.

I don't like funerals. They convict me to be more than I am.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

DO YOU?
Today's reading: Job 39-40

"Then the Lord said to Job, Do you still want to argue with the Almighty? You are God's critic, but do you have the answers?" Job 40:1 NLT

I'll go ahead and say it for all of us, Lord--Ouch!

You could be asking me the exact same question. You could be pointing Your finger directly at me. You could have me in the witness stand facing this barrage.

I question You.

Goodness, it looks worse in print that it sounded in my head but I do, I question You.

The Maker of the universe? The Creator? The I Am? The Alpha and Omega?

Who am I to be doubting Your timing? Who am I to be hurrying You along? Who am I to be questioning all that You do for me?

Do I want to argue with You? My first reaction would be to yell a hearty, No! But when I think about it. When I swallow the yucky tasting pill you've given me this morning. When I look over the notes of past prayers, petitions and complaints. When I think about it more clearly, that's just what I do--argue with You.

Do I want to? No. But as we both know, that's not the only part of me that I cannot control, now is it? I'm in the same boat as Paul who said, What I want to do, I don't and what I don't want to do, I find myself doing.

But arguing with You?

I'm sorry, Lord. Very sorry.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

JUST HOW BIG
Today's reading: Psalm 57-59

Experts say we use only a small percentage of our brain. Day to day tasks become so routine and habitual that we seldom stretch our minds to grasp or accomplish new things. Sure there are the folks who crack sudoku puzzles and fit correct words into crossword boxes, but the majority of us? Well, most of us rarely flex our mental muscles.

I'm out to challenge your mind this morning. No, no IQ tests or timed multiplication table quizzes. No inkblots for you to ponder or words for you to associate. Here is what I want you to wrap your thoughts around...

"For your unfailing love is as high as the heavens. Your faithfulness reaches to the clouds." Psalm 57:10

Can you grasp the heights of His love? Can you see the boundaries of His faithfulness? Have you pondered just how much He loves you? To what lengths He will go to back up His promises to you? Never thought of it, have you? No, I hadn't either.

Take a few minutes to think about the immensity of His affections towards you. Sit back and study the intricacies of His purpose for your life, and the routes He has taken to accomplish it. Meditate, if you will, on the sacrifice He has made for your future.

It'll make your head spin--but your heart will be warmed.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

ALL I NEED
Today's reading: 2 Samuel 15-19

"Just to go across the river with you is all the honor I need." 2 Samuel 19:36

We think we need a lot of things in life, don't we? We feel the need to be surrounded by our stuff. We build bigger garages, re-organize closets, purchase portable storage buildings and rent units uptown in order to safely keep all the things we've collected--the things we need.

But as we slip off into eternity, as our last breath is drawn and our choice of heaven or hell is rewarded to us, we find Jesus is all we need.

We need His blood covering us as we stand before the Almighty God.

We need His reference to our acceptance of His salvation as we enter the throneroom of God's judgement.

We need His guarantee of our names being in the Book of Life as we pass through gates of pearl.

We need His hand, His strong hand, to guide us across the river of life and into our Promised Land.

In the end, He is all we need.

Monday, May 10, 2010

Red Peonies

RED PEONIES
Today's reading: 2 Corinthians 9-10

They remembered! I am thrilled to announce: They remembered! Mother's Day has arrived, and my guys have given me one of the nicest gifts I could ask for.

Not chocolate for the hips!

Not an arrangement that might last a week, then wilt!

Not a t-shirt that says, World's Greatest Mom!

Not a large bottle of perfume from the Dollar Tree that folks smell before they see me!

My fellas got me two huge red peony bushes--just what I've ALWAYS wanted!

'Thank you' seems so inadequate. Hugs don't convey my excitement. Kisses, for the 9 year-old, are offensive. Squeals of delight are wasted on the more manly among us.

I've gone to the front door and looked at my planted beauties probably 10 times since they planted them. I've picked up the tags from the bushes on several occasions and thought longingly of next spring when I can pick my first bouquet.

Words cannot express how much I appreciate getting my red peonies, because my guys know the reason for my fondness--they remind me of my grandma! If I can have red peonies like she did, then, well, I'm at least a little like her. If not by my actions, kindness, patience, faith or love they'll associate me as one of hers, then at least they can say--Mary's granddaughter has red peonies, just like Mary did.

Another gift I've received that I cannot express enough gratitude for...

"Thank God for his Son--a gift too wonderful for words!" 2 Corinthians 9:15
Do I hear an ‘Amen’?

The Tinkling of Bells

THE TINKLING OF BELLS
Today's reading: Exodus 25-28

"Make pomegranates of blue, purple and scarlet yarn, and attach them to the hem of the robe, with gold bells between them. The gold bells and pomegranates are to alternate all the way around the hem. Aaron will wear this robe whenever he enters the Holy Place to minister to the Lord, and the bells will tinkle as he goes in and out of the Lord's presence..." Exodus 28:33-35 NLT

Can you hear the tinkling of the bells as he passes through the courtyard and behind the veil? Can you strain your ears for the silence as he kneels for a while and prays? The tiniest of sound alerts you to where Aaron is and what he is doing. The simplest of actions, attaching the little tinklers to the hem of the robe, remind you of Whose presence He is about to enter or has been in.

And you? I'll guess there are no bells attached to the hem of your favorite jeans, your Sunday-best dress clothes or your uniform. But do those around you notice something different when you've been in His presence?

Is your patience extended to cover a range of infractions? Do they hear it in your voice, see it in your expressions, feel it in your body language?

Is there more love in your service? Can they know you've been in the presence of the Lord by how you set down the dishes for dinner? Vacuum the living room? Fold the laundry?

Are your conversations littered with references to Him? Do they notice a different tone? Jokes with milder content? Do your words express hope instead of hopelessness?

My friend, you may not have bells attached to the hem of your garment--but know this: Those around you know when you've been in the presence of our Lord!

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